| Monday, May 23rd, 2005 |
| 1:06 am |
Well......i haven't really done anything latly except fix up my room and chill with my lovely joesph! oh and my birthday is coming up June 3rd if anyone would like to come to the party talk to me and let me know cause i have to let the party director kno how many ppl are coming also...........nothing so thats all i have to say so peace out! Current Mood:  AliveCurrent Music: Elton John Rocketman |
| Monday, May 9th, 2005 |
| 10:56 am |
hello everyone! thought i'd say hi to everyone before i go wake up joe and make him take me to school :) i love that kid he is so sweet but i gotta go before i'm late so peace out everyone have a wonderful day! I love you Rae'ann and Mandi! Current Mood: lovingCurrent Music: Incubus |
| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005 |
| 3:00 pm |
wow its been awhile since i've been on here! nothing is really new except that i'm moving into a really nice house on the corner of Salzburg and Barclay oh and my bestest friend in the whole world has a boyfriend :'( i mean i still see her and talk to her i just don't spend time with just her and it sucks but i kno how it is so i can't get mad i did it to her when i was dating myke but the only difference is she has got a new bunch of friends his friends! i miss my boo and my best friend :( but my boo will be here soon! YaY i luv him he is so cute and caring! but ya anyways i'm going to go take a nap before i have to go to work.... so peace out Current Mood: relaxCurrent Music: Sublime |
| Monday, December 20th, 2004 |
| 12:33 am |
"The hippies are a good idea-love,flowers, and thats great-but when you see the other half of it,it's like anything. I love all these people, too, those who are honest and trying to find a bit of truth and to straighten out the untruths.I'm with them one hundred percent, but when i see the bad side of it, I'm not so happy" ~George Harrison~ Current Mood: PeacefulCurrent Music: All you need is love |
| Sunday, October 3rd, 2004 |
| 2:39 pm |
well hmmmm....my life still sucks but i'm dealing with it, is stayed at my dads all weekend wow what fun! not! me and him went to Rudy J's today and ate i saw gay ass Paul there for someone who doesn't have any money to help me he's got money to get a new tattoo and go and eat what a fucker! sometimes i wish i could just get rid of him! lol yea right that would be a dream come true and that never happens....wow i just realized that i'm a big loser and i'm ok with that...and i'm alone alot and i'm alright with that....i'm going crazy and i'm alright with that....i wanna disappear more than anything but i can't and i'm alright with that....my life is going to hell in a hand basket and i'm alright with that....my friends are drifting from me and i'm alright with that.....MY LIFE FUCKING BLOWS AND I'M ALRIGHT WITH THAT!!!!!!!! Current Mood:  cold and lonlyCurrent Music: Taproot i hate myself |
| Wednesday, September 29th, 2004 |
| 3:07 pm |
well another day i didn't go to school and i feel like shit again no surprise right? yea well my life is not getting any better i feel like i've been replaced actually yes i have been replaced and i feel so alone all the time and i hate it i hate it more than you could ever imagine i have to save my money right i have 93 dollars and i'm about to hop onto a midnight train to gerogia who's with me? or am i on my own again? well i shouldn't be complaing to much my friends are still helping me i guess thats all that counts but how do i get rid of all this lonliness...oh Mandi i love you too it wouldn't let me respond back so i am right now....well i'm gonna go get ready for the day maybe go for a walk take some pictures remeber the days when my life was great and i had fun all the time..peace Current Mood: lonelyCurrent Music: gladice night midnight train to gerogia |
| Tuesday, September 28th, 2004 |
| 11:00 pm |
well what a day i didn't go to school again why because i feel shitty as hell my life fucking sucks right now and i wish i could just diappear for a long long time but i can't i'm stuck here to deal with my problems and it sucks i've been fucked over and i didn't even see it coming well i guess thats life full of fucking suprises man i wish i wish.....it could all just end all this misery just end for me all this misery just end for me....please peace Current Mood: depressed and hopelessCurrent Music: nirvana heart-shaped box |
| Sunday, September 26th, 2004 |
| 2:28 pm |
Well my life is a living hell but i'm trying to live day to day and not think about it my friends are getting mad at me cause the way i've been acting but i can't help it i'm losing it all i want is my fucking life back and i can't get it back right now because i'm stupid and didn't use my head when i fucking should have been but i'm really sorry to those who i have hurt and i have made angry i just want to tell you guys that i'm sorry and i love you guys and if you ever need help with anything i'm still here for you guys and i'm sorry i don't do things very much its just i'm lazy and tired all the time but i do want you guys to know i care alot about you guys exspecially you Rae'ann you are my shining star thats what you are and i want you to keep buring bright even if i'm not ok i love you and to all you ppl that knows whats going on in this fucked up time in my life thanks for being here for me and helping me through this all i can say is how much you guys mean to me and how much i wouldn't be here if it weren't for my loving caring friends well i'm gonna start crying so peace love and happiness to all! Current Mood: sad/drained/scaredCurrent Music: led zepplin |
| Saturday, August 21st, 2004 |
| 9:16 pm |
well i got out of work today came home took a bath paul called me and he wanted to hang out wow for a change and then i watched taking lives with my mom and perry and then paul and sean came over and as we were leaving amy stopped by and she was crying we went outside and we were talking and they came outside and went to pauls car then amy wanted to come so i went and asked Paul and he said no before i could even ask him so me being stupid i went with paul instead of hanging out with my sad friend so the whole time i'm with him he is being mean so we go to his friends house and we sit there no one says anything to me so i wanted to go home so as were leaving i told him that i didn't want to be with him anymore and he said why still in love with myke and i said no this isn't working out and he got mad and said whatever and then sean got in the car and as he was taking me home he played this song that was like fuck you bitch i don't need you like this really gay shit and we pull up in front of my house and i said do you wanna come get your stuff or do you want me to bring it but he came with me i grabbed him pillow and his picture and i gave it to him and shut the door in his face he went home and called me and was being a super dick so i told him that ine day he'll realize that he is truly very EVIL but i'm ok with that i'm kinda of happy to be free its nice i get to spend all my time with the one i know that will never ever leave me no matter what my true love Rae'ann i love you always my bestest friend ever!!! |
| Friday, August 20th, 2004 |
| 4:16 pm |
well the other night me and rae'ann tripped on shrooms and i didn't not have a good trip i mean at first i did and it was fun we rode around hung out with a bunch of ppl we were havung lots of fun and then they really kicked in and i got scared like an idiot and all i wanted to do was lay in my bed so dan took me home and i came in my house and my whole family was here and my moms friends so i went straight to my room shut and locked the door told my mom i was sleeping and i laid there watching everything move and come at me and swirl together and all this crazy shit wow and it was nuts i finally fell asleep and kufta called me and raeann was like how are you feeling and i was feeling alot better so her and kufta came over me and raeann sat in my room with the black light on and talked about what are trips were like and crazy stuff then we went out on the porch and smoked and then alex and rosa came over we smoked more and then a cop drove by and shined there light right into my porch them dumb fucking pigs! and we got scared and came inside then everyone left and me and raeann went to sleep and nick and myke called us and were asking us crazy things then we fell asleep the next day myke called me and we hung out and went to mc.donalds and the palace talked about old times and old ppl then i went home and went to genji with my dad and his g/f and grandma and grandpa good food yum yum then when i got back kufta nick myke raeann and elliot came and got me went to the imagination station and ran around and then went to ham & odys for a bag then drove around alittle then came to my house paul called me and he was P-I-S-S-E-D at me cause i was hangin out with myke and he doesn't want me to hang out with him and i want to cause he is my friend but i don't wanna make paul mad so i don't know what to do about that so if you have any advice please let me know well peace out |
| Tuesday, August 17th, 2004 |
| 12:55 pm |
well the other night i was sitting out on my porch with renee and 2 kids were walking by and when they did i saw that it was andrew and kory i yelled there names and then they came up onto the porch i smoked a couple bowls with andrew we talked about old times and old people and were the hell everyone disappeared to then they left and paul came over for an hour wow how great yea right! you know i think i'm just gonna break it off with him because things are so different between us i hate it but i guess the real him is starting to show :( and i don't like it not one bit! well yesterday i had a fun day i got up went to the doctors then dan came over we went and got raeann went to wenoa then took raeann to work then me and dan were gonna go smoke we saw gonz he came with us and smoked and hung out and stuff he looked so sad it made me sad we came back here and then gonz went home and me and dan chilled till raeann got out we picked her up then smoked more came back here ate some good ass tacos!! then we took a walk to the palace it was so pretty there we smoked more then went back to my house my mom gave me twenty dollars and we got ice cream from this great ice cream store on center down the street from millend we walked the streets of downtown talked acted stupid then got in dans car and drove out to the country and smoked more then came back home chilled watched a couple movies then kufta and dave came over we went to bazzles found out the bazzle is gonna be a daddy that FUCKING CRAZY!! yea and we smoked 2 joints and then me and raeann came home and ate more yummy food watched more tv then fell asleep. that was my fun day yesterday and i wish i could do it again today but i have to work at 4 so i'm gonna go start cleaning my house before i have to leave so remember For every minute you remain angry, you give up 60 seconds of peace of mind.....Think about that...peace out |
| Sunday, August 15th, 2004 |
| 8:12 pm |
well i just got home from camping wow lots of ppl were there i spent most of my time with raeann and alex getting stoned and getting drunk and i had tons of fun i will for sure go next year...i wanted to hang out with my b/f today but he had to go to gladwin he might be back tonight i hope he is cause i do miss him...well i guess i will go clean my room and listen to music think about all my "so called" friends i have...peace out |
| Tuesday, August 10th, 2004 |
| 3:20 am |
well...i hung out with my friends today and i had lots of fun the usual yes but still lots and lots of fun. Paul is suppose to come over, and sit here with me...but i wish i could hang out with my friends alot more like my old friends i miss them all of them...well peace out for the night i guess i have a very very fun day ahead of myself..:) |
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